Thanh Hien Tran

hi, I'm Tran Thanh Hien and I'm Vietnamese and also that is a Vietnamese name but you can call me frankie or hailey, i'm just too indecisive when it comes to choosing an English name for myself ( just ONE!!! that seems a lil' overwhelming for me at least) okay back to my introduction: I was born in 2007 on April 29th and yes this year 2023 I'm turning 16 but to be honest, I love when I was 15 and well, 14 also ??? hehehe. anyways so I think that growing up as a human being, we never really know what we want to be when we grow up, well, that's is incredible relatable for me because i struggle with that question a lot when i was growing up also, so I don't know if this is some kind of like fate? because just yeaterday i was talking about school and stuff but in conclusion is that i think school and learning in general ( at least in my experience) sucks a lot and usually we can't apply the knowledge and the things we were taught at school in real life!! yes i mean right now, just right this second, it can't be used in reality i swear to god, ugh and so I've come to realized that this period of time ( that I've been struggling and still am struggle till this day even when I'm writing this bio about myself) that the entertaining industry ( I'm talking about the music and filmmaking indutry) and yes!!! I'm a Swiftie and definitely a member of the Steinfam [ Hailee Steinfeld] at the same time) so I really want to talk about all of my mental health struggles but I'd figured out if I really did then this bio is going to be so freaking long so yeah my apologies to you who's reading my bio but just skip that part for a little bit and jump right into my healing part of the journey of mine. So this is literally my mental health illnesses in a nutshell: i have quite a lot of them but i'm gonna count that; okay so I have a total of 7 mental illnesses combined. So, I have: anxiety&depression, schizophrenia, bipolar disorder, hemophobia ( a fear for blood) [ again that's not homophobia because I'm literally gay ( hmmm or maybe bisexual!?!!?: well you know I'm still trying to figure it out)], skin picking disorder ( related to OCD: Obsessive Compulsive Disorder), Eating Disorder, and finally PTSD ( Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder) and I also kinda have some quite serious childhood and teenage traumas ( but mostly teenage traumas). Okay that's done for now and so now is the most exciting part, my healing journey and progress!! Hmm this is quite hard, how do I say this in the shortest lines ever, okay well, so like I've known Taylor Swift probably when I was 10 years old and something, and even back then, the only thing I know about her is that she's an incredible American singer and songwriter, i swear back then I didn't even know Taylor also have had a few cameos in movies but um you know that's literally all the thing I knew about Taylor Swift back then, ( and yes, luckily I haven't had any serious mental health conditions back then, BUT I can tell you that the signs and symptoms are pretty mild back then already). so fast forward a few months? ( 6 months at least) maybe a year I don't know but at that time, I was having like severe depression so I was like UGHHH WHY ME!!?!!?!!!????!?!!! but then!!! Suddenly, out of nowhere really, an literall angel appeared into my life and YES!! her name is Hailee Steinfeld!!! <33 I happened to be seen a video edit of a show ( series) name Dickinson on Apple TV+ on Twitter that one of probably the best online friends from the Philippines I could ever asked for, she's amazing, shout out to Elle!!! and I know right the second I watched the edit, I HAVE to watch the show!!! like IMMEDIATELY ASAP!!! and yes you know the rest is history, I finished the series and my self was like WOAH THIS WORK IS BEYOND EXTRODINARY!! and yes Hailee plays Emily Dickinson so then I knew I was like okay mom i swear to you that someday, one day i'm gonna marry this woman LOL so yeah basically later I just fell in love with Hailee even more ughhh ??❤️❤️❤️?????????so yes now bascially all I want is be Hailee's forevermore and um well, graduate middle school and probably high school if I made it into high school but okay the most important thing to remind myself of off everyday is that I won't be to harsh on myself compared to those loads of some well, might be many unnecessary things we were taught at school so umm yeah!! I'm gonna try my best to graduate middle school at least so I can have my middle school education graduation certificate. and yes also I will be ambitious, compassionate and very very very hard-working to follow Hailee's footsteps hopefully very soon- in the future! I'm feeling incredible excited and hopeful right now! so that's it! moral of the story: I want to follow Arts as my passion (but will also try to like engage and improve my skills in other interests I have at well such as IT, CS, Sciences, and Environmental Science, Marine Biology OMG I LOVE Dolphins!! at the same time obviously,) and I WILL!! and maybe, hmmm well let's be positive here, I might be one of the Steinfelds one day!!! ( so this is me patiently waiting for that day to come true in real life [well, my life to be exact] hahaha ) ?☺️?❤️❤️❤️. i love the Steinfelds so much that you can't know. ???